I'm officially missing you.

Salam blogger...
It's been really a long time, frankly, i was planning to abandon the site... You ask me why? I would simply answer: "i don't know, i just feel that it's not necessary for me to have a blog, because it's kind of useless, no one visits my blog, no one bothers to know me.."

But then, lately, many things happened. I am the kind of person that likes to express my thoughts, feeling with someone else, i can't keep them by myself, it feels weird. I have to share them to others, if not, life wasn't complete. Being away from writing a blog complicated my life. I need to share my stories but i don't want to write, and so, i ended up telling all my problems and interests, and many other things to my two little sisters. They are most likely my listeners, but after a while, having almost the same problems and stories every single moments i see them, they started to get annoyed. They tend to avoid me every time i started to open my mouth. This keeps on happening, and in the end, i stressed as I failed to express my feelings. It's a nightmare.. I just can't kept my problem by myself, i need to voice out my problems, my opinions and my feelings. Everything. And so, I thought, maybe i shouldn't let go of the blog from the start, because this is where i can solve the hardship and also, i can continue living peacefully. I really don't care if there isn't a person to visit this blog of mind, as long as i can enjoy writing about my stories, my life.

I'm officially missing you, miss blogger! from now on I'm not going to leave you.